retribution

is this some sort of a sign

that the mystical power upstairs is showing

im scared

nowhere to run

a lonely path im positioned in

help me

im 0.5% unbalanced

here there everywhere

here there everywhere

here there everywhere

here there everywhere

here there everywhere

here there everywhere

maybe its retribution for the things i did

before after before after before after

before after before after before after

before after before after before after

before after before after before after

before after before after before after

only she can cure

i love her so much

i dont know how to show

but deeply

in my rusty self

its a big yes

coz i love you so

dont fragile our feelings

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stab

as usual. expected routine.

as good as a death machine behind the big stone.

what can i expect of it?

simply dull. simply down.

we are human. i have feelings too.

o yes it can be fragile. silence is bliss.

ignorance is a no bliss this time round. o come on.

isotonic. pocari.

over

a day with her versus black lover.

sad. history made. i just want to get over and done with. 

no brains eh? no common sense?

blah blah blah. over.

salad days

those songs were not for me. its poignant of me.
how long will I?



have to eat salad.

not intel

something is just not right nowadays. the root is from me. somethings wrong with my processor inside. i need you. dont be angry. please, we can fix this. u and me against the world. lets eat the apple and drop down to the floor. again you and me. doing those things that we used to do. we just need time. i promise. i'm sorry if i ever make u down.

i'll be good. i'll promise again.
i'm just too self centered sometimes.  

thats the weakest rabak in me.

down

few months left. neither right or left is going the correct path. i just dont feel i have it for what it takes.

so what? i fucking hate it. on why is it going to be so soon. the commotions surrounding even when i'm typing this. 

o god keep me strong. for later on...

asking

should i?