SYAFIQ = FQED UP

retribution

2010-09-15T00:23:00.001+08:00

is this some sort of a sign

that the mystical power upstairs is showing

im scared

nowhere to run

a lonely path im positioned in

help me

im 0.5% unbalanced

here there everywhere

maybe its retribution for the things i did

before after before after before after

only she can cure

i love her so much

i dont know how to show

but deeply

in my rusty self

its a big yes

coz i love you so

dont fragile our feelings

156

stab

2010-09-08T00:34:00.000+08:00

as usual. expected routine.

as good as a death machine behind the big stone.

what can i expect of it?

simply dull. simply down.

we are human. i have feelings too.

o yes it can be fragile. silence is bliss.

ignorance is a no bliss this time round. o come on.

isotonic. pocari.

over

2010-08-18T17:48:00.001+08:00

a day with her versus black lover.

sad. history made. i just want to get over and done with.

no brains eh? no common sense?

blah blah blah. over.

salad days

2010-08-02T19:09:00.000+08:00

those songs were not for me. its poignant of me.
how long will I?

have to eat salad.

not intel

2010-05-07T18:11:00.000+08:00

something is just not right nowadays. the root is from me. somethings wrong with my processor inside. i need you. dont be angry. please, we can fix this. u and me against the world. lets eat the apple and drop down to the floor. again you and me. doing those things that we used to do. we just need time. i promise. i'm sorry if i ever make u down.

i'll be good. i'll promise again.
i'm just too self centered sometimes.

thats the weakest rabak in me.

down

2010-05-06T20:20:00.001+08:00

few months left. neither right or left is going the correct path. i just dont feel i have it for what it takes.

so what? i fucking hate it. on why is it going to be so soon. the commotions surrounding even when i'm typing this.

o god keep me strong. for later on...

asking

2010-04-21T17:08:00.002+08:00

should i?

true

2010-04-01T18:33:00.000+08:00

angau for Jakarta

2010-02-26T14:04:00.004+08:00

the best place ever. unreal. a week feels a year.
ohh Jakarta/Bandung.
i'll be back soon....

-----------

2010-01-29T15:28:00.002+08:00

give up.
i'm anything.

stupor

2010-01-14T11:29:00.003+08:00

alas.

the 2 places that i really want to go.

1. Bali (will be done in 12 hours)

2. Bora-Bora (soon)

god help me save $$$ for Bora Bora.

blah blah blah

2009-12-31T13:16:00.004+08:00

twothousandt10n

invinsible injury

2009-12-22T01:01:00.000+08:00

in life if you dont look forward to anything.
that means theres something wrong with u.

i am right now.

waste in a hay

2009-12-07T11:26:00.001+08:00

maybe

2009-12-02T16:59:00.001+08:00

future looks bright. 10 out of 10.

of OF

2009-11-25T17:59:00.000+08:00

OVER & REFRESH PLEASE.

and dont forget to press rewind >>

pull in pull in

2009-11-16T19:09:00.002+08:00

hey
push and pull
exit the room
a minute
a night
strangling yourself
mouse and keyboard
juxtaposition
cry without tissue
laugh without jokes
remote controlled

all i need is a pen and paper.

question mark

2009-11-15T22:22:00.000+08:00

auto-servicio

2009-11-12T01:03:00.004+08:00

thanks to Sep, Ber, Vem.

too fucking depress.sad.confused.wrenched. to write.
i want you so.

citizen calculator

2009-11-10T18:53:00.006+08:00

have you?

ever? came across?

a backstabber?

who will stab from the front?

ok bye.

to dewi. if i can hug your facebook. i will do it.
same goes to your friendster.

to my friend. dont worry i will do my best to have you working nearby.

to those stomp contributors who secretly
take videos or pictures of people.
please get up and knock your head on the wall.
do it like 7 times and then go out and get a life. don't be a voyeur.
government wont give you credits/$$$ for your busybody efforts.
again go get a life.

not good morning

2009-11-08T11:31:00.003+08:00

my mind's boggling. dont know what. dont know dont care.

told you. you're just blind!

2009-11-06T23:31:00.002+08:00

told you before.

oh come on.

shit.

you're just like a bat. ding dang through the hollow caves.

echoing what other bats keep on their ultrasound moves.

fuckatastic?

yeah, because you cant open your eyes? well you have two eyes.

oh yeah. and if you're still blind. go purchase a fuckatastic magnifying glass.

you stupeed morrroonns!

X

2009-11-05T14:08:00.002+08:00

its not the life i wanted in 2009.

chain breaking

2009-09-03T13:18:00.004+08:00

what a fine 2nd September day.

early in the morning, mr Honda broke off his chain, and i have to stop at the road shoulder of the AYE expressway. saw my spocket, empty without any parts of the chain, maybe it snapped and fell off the road. i can feel my pocket burning $$$ to fix a new chain and replace the spocket. coz its time but it just happen at a time when i need to save more $$$. called the tow truck, and i was stranded under the Gillman flyover, waiting for kind spirits (actually hoping for pweety ladies) to actually give me a lift to the nearest exit for me to hail a cab or something. but to no avail.

climbed the steep hill with faith that the opp side is the main road. it really helps when ur climbing esp steep steep hills with one hand carrying helmet and the other a Sony Ericsson phone. nearly fell off. hahaha. got to the top, it was kinda high hmmm..and way down was even steeper decorated with rocky rocks and completed with the rail track. 50-50. decided to turn back and go down. and this time i was intelligent, i keep my phone in my pocket and wear my helmet, in case i fell off at least my brains will still be intact.

reached down. hot. perspiring. fasting.soil stained hands and shoes. i walked all the way looking for an exit. alas i reached Jln Kilang Barat. i storm in the thin jungle ahah, few people who were smoking were caught by surprise as they saw a somehow queer looking guy with soil stains on his black sweater wearing the hood, clad with a full face helmet on his arm, suddenly storms in from the expressway's thin jungle. if Michael Scofiled escaped from prison. im now trying to escape from an expressway. ok lame. so i walk to the main road in looking for taxis. weird people giving me weird look. maybe i was dirty with soil stains. but dont they ever watch "Swarm Thing" when they were small?

hailed a cab. an uncle greeted me with good morning. i say Maxwell Road, former traffic police station. "Oh, red dot design museum eh?", eh one of those knowledgable updated GPS cab driver i thought. i told him my prison break climbing hill and nearly fell off and storming in to scare a few corporate school uniform businessmen trying to look cool smoking. and he laughed saying that im a one funny person. reached office and spring cleaning of myself. now im clean and green as per normal.

so i went home from office today by MRT. but all in the end, i managed to go macdonalds for a romantic candlelight dinner. that just made my day. thanks dewi sandra.

oh mr Honda. why now when i need $$$$.

or so he says

2009-08-03T13:13:00.003+08:00

reality check between crossroads. a path created meandering towards every section. long way two cars collided after long journeys, sad to see. long way two pigeons, strangers are now flying together to uncertain journey. happy to see. long way two rivers collided creating a fast flow stream for the year 2011. glad to see. long way two melodies united to sync in a hymn to be recorded. joyful tears i see.

traitors they say in a red sea in the grand old lay i see. such a shame. they come they go with money you have given them you idiotics red sea. they eat you five zero. yet you are still creating waves. pure stupidity. come this sunday the traitors will once again create red sea for their homeland but with "i am a traitor! big time" still implanted on their foreheads.

rush hour ahead. once again repeated mode. every year the pattern is quite the same. simultaneously considering every year for bye bye mode. but the world needs papers to go. traffic cameras flashing non stop on plate numbers.

do or die. its within my limits. i dont know when to stop.

for Dewi

2009-07-16T12:02:00.000+08:00

D’Masiv – Merindukanmu

saat aku tertawa di atas semua
saat aku menangisi kesedihanku
aku ingin engkau selalu ada
aku ingin engkau aku kenang

selama aku masih bisa bernafas
masih sanggup berjalan
ku kan slalu memujamu

meski ku tak tahu lagi
engkau ada di mana
dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu

saat aku mencoba merubah segalanya
saat aku meratapi kekalahanku
aku ingin engkau selalu ada
aku ingin engkau aku kenang

just call my name & i'll be there

2009-07-08T16:56:00.002+08:00

"Just call my name and I'll be there" - Michael Jackson.
(August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009)
he died. but his music still lives on.

wanted

2009-07-07T16:18:00.002+08:00

i am on a lookout for these backpacks. if anyone knows,
kindly leave a message at the tagboard. gracias.

1. Matix Rasher backpack

2. DC Invert backpack

3. Alpinestar Vader backpack

i admit

2009-06-29T23:57:00.003+08:00

the best TV series ever. and i mean it. followed every season of it.
a great but sad ending. the greatest part is how every character evolved and behaved in a different way since season 1 to season 4.

target

2009-06-25T12:20:00.001+08:00

am not gay.
just a realistic target to meet in 7 months.

oh kay

2009-06-23T10:59:00.007+08:00

things were not going so smoothly this few weeks.
jump here jump there. slow bump ahead. despite that i managed to divert to some of the things which for a minute managed to forget me about certain issues.

1.

this cat regards me as her big brother. i called her Syafiqah. she will come to me and purr when i call her everytime i meet her.

2.

finally i bought the jersey with Messi's name on it. the best player on the planet.

3.

this awesome graphics book at Borders. going to buy it. every section is divided in CMYK colours. start off with Cyan themed graphics and so on.

well everything should be oh kay in a few days/weeks. maybe.

in my head

2009-06-06T16:55:00.002+08:00

the wonnnnndeerr girrlss....nooboddy nooboddy nooboddy but you

thanks guys for making me an addict. inside my head. inside my head. inside my head.

James & Andrina's outdoor shots

2009-05-04T15:44:00.012+08:00

On a sunny 4 Apr 09. 2.45 pm. Some of the shots below.

To James & Andrina, thanks for the spontaneous poses & laughter despite the tight timeline.

Credits to Dewi and Shikin for the help. More pictures here.

it says all

2009-04-24T17:00:00.002+08:00

fullstop.

3hree of us

2009-04-22T15:28:00.004+08:00

2 of us will sit on the stairs

1 of us will sit near the window

wherever you guys are. the short September -
October months together.
all those funny nights and days. thanks for the memories.

the attack of the ninja briefs

2009-04-20T13:34:00.002+08:00

show them the way if they ask you. protecting your neighbourhood is their priority.

yeah yeah yeah

2009-04-13T10:00:00.008+08:00

awesome!

to Faliq

2009-04-09T11:48:00.001+08:00

Sahabat sejatiku hilangkah dari ingatanmu
Di hari kita saling berbagi
Dengan kotak sejuta mimpi aku datang menghampirimu
Kuperlihatkan semua hartaku
Kita slalu berpendapat kita ini yang terhebat
Kesombongan di masa muda yang indah
Aku raja kau pun raja
Aku hitam kau pun hitam
Arti teman lebih dari sekedar materi

Pegang pundak ku jangan pernah lepaskan
Bila kau mulai lelah ...
Lelah dan tak bersinar
Remas sayapku jangan pernah lepaskan
Bila ku ingin terbang ..
Terbang meninggalkanmu

Ku slalu membanggakanmu
Kau pun slalu menyanjungku
Aku dan kamu darah abadi
Demi bermain bersama kita duakan segalanya
Merdeka kita .. kita merdekaa

Tak pernah kita pikirkan ujung perjalanan ini
Tak pernah kita pikirkan ujung perjalanan ini
Dan tak usah kita pikirkan akhir perjalanan ini

the palace

2009-04-07T12:14:00.002+08:00

it has been 3 straight birthday celebration for me being celebrated at this Gurkha Palace restaurant. its now like a tradition for the red dot family to give me a birthday treat there. yesterday was no exception. hahaha. i really like the food there. thanks.

prominent

2009-04-03T17:10:00.000+08:00

Mr.Obama by "Fqed"

Lil Na'imah's

2009-03-30T11:37:00.010+08:00

ceremony shots that i did for my friend, Zali & Dana
for their Lil Na'imah's ceremony.
on a sunny beautiful day of 14 March 2009.
thanks to Zali & Dana for the great accomodation.

proud parents of Nur Na'imah

more pics can be viewed here.

coldturkey

2009-03-24T00:18:00.005+08:00

this soyamilk is my new found drug. tried and
i am now addicted to it.

while helping to clean up my dear granpa's cupboard. i stumbled upon this old PAP membership card in the 70's era. super old skool. i love my grandpa's glasses. uber cool. those were the days. how i wish i was born in the 70's.

moonlighting

2009-03-12T18:47:00.006+08:00

my first few attempts in taking the moon's pic using my 70-300mm zoom lens. took it on tuesday night from my room.

a good one

2009-02-28T20:06:00.003+08:00

fqin good movie one of the best i've watched

10 cents for a wish

2009-02-26T11:45:00.003+08:00

how Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious it is to wake up in the morning to have all of those above beside me

again

2009-02-26T00:35:00.003+08:00

Dear Franz Ferdinand
please come again to Singapore.....

object of boredom

2009-02-10T11:46:00.002+08:00

11:49 am
10 February 2020

galore

2009-01-28T06:12:00.002+08:00

the game just ended.

wba 0 - 5 man utd

11th consecutive clean sheets

glory glory man utd! glory glory man utd!

splendid

2009-01-27T13:55:00.003+08:00

i love this fucking movie

laureate

2009-01-21T11:08:00.003+08:00

"kulari ke hutan kemudian menyanyiku
kulari ke pantai kemudian teriakku
sepi, sepi dan sendiri aku benci
aku ngin bingar aku mau di pasar

bosan aku dengan penat
dan enyah saja kau pekat
seperti berjelaga jika ku sendiri

pecahkan saja gelasnya biar ramai
biar mengaduh sampai gaduh
ah...ada malaikat menyulam jaring laba-laba belang
di tembok keraton putih
kenapa tak goyangkan saja loncengnya
biar terdera

atau aku harus lari ke hutan belok ke pantai"

fqin awesome

2009-01-19T11:14:00.006+08:00

last saturday,

dewi and me had our first ramen 10 meal together..it was good, nice and not so hot, coz i dont eat hot foods..i prefer it cold..then went to marks & spencer..biscuits galore...yes ar..i was so into it..irritated dewi in buying this n that n that..and all i want after purchasing two packets of biscuits is to sit at starbucks and succumb into java chip (how i wish theres vietnamese coffee) to go with...proceed to tanglin flea..down there..with dewi shopping on her own, i was with my biscuits and the java chip, sinking down with the tune of andrea bocelli's besame mucho..hah..i'm in heaven..

owned!

p/s: thanks for the t-shirts dewi... :)

vida

2009-01-16T12:12:00.002+08:00

vida is a cycle
of ups and down
bliss

through and through
young and old
infants and seniors

a letter
of deeds from right and left
foetus to ash

acting stage
one judge
destination unknown

final signature

it has been...

2009-01-13T14:35:00.004+08:00

2008 gone.

2009's here.

nye countdowns=annual shit with 10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 shit!
resolutions=shit
world peace=shit
anti Israel demonstrations=waste of time + dont act brave
boycotting coke and starbucks=shit
barrack obama=sunny day
old friends=abducted by aliens
smoking bans=stupid rules
piracy=good business
facebook=intelligence
ez-link must have more than $3 value=leeches
channel 5=crap 5

day by day funny + stupid things are happening everywhere

congratulations

2008-12-29T17:09:00.003+08:00

congratulations to my beloved friend Norfairul & Salbiah for their marriage last Friday, 26.12.2008. good wishes to both of you.

i'm very happy for both of you.

away

2008-12-12T00:59:00.001+08:00

i'll be away from 12 - 15 dec...

flying off for a trip to Vietnam. pray that i have a safe journey. Singapore...please..dont miss me so much....to my fiance, take care dear..i'll be back...shit! i have to pack my stuffs...

what the hell?

2008-12-09T19:24:00.005+08:00

i'm so frustrated big time...BIG BIG Time on why our own Channel 5 cant show LIVE telecast of the AFF Suzuki Cup between Indonesia and Singapore today?...any valid reason?? its our nation playing, a nail biting match...why the hell can channel 5 show "Beijing Olympics" when sometimes it doesnt even have our athletes competing, why can they anyhow be an Olympics Channel?? why can they telecast the F1, minus the Marina Bay circuit lah, which doesnt have any Singaporean drivers?? why they can show the ever any boring golf tournament LIVE on tv??

Come on, this is our national team playing...our pride...our own Lions..i dont understand why it should be delayed telecast?..."come home to 5?" like real only...

withdrawal symptoms

2008-12-04T15:15:00.004+08:00

finally almost, yeah almost..all the hard work done for 2008 concept year. 28 nov 08 was the awards ceremony in the museum. phewwww. some pics took from the event.

me & colleagues...one thing on our minds right now. VIETNAM!!!

my 3rd book design for red dot awards.
thanks also to Aki & Zam for the assistance.

duaharilagi

2008-11-26T16:27:00.002+08:00

2 more days to the awards ceremony..almost done for the 2008 design concept year..

ooo.. and i'm glad..

for all

2008-11-20T15:16:00.001+08:00

by the one and only Harry Enfield & friends. yeaaaaah.

nice

2008-11-18T01:00:00.001+08:00

nice ad with zidane in it.

debut

2008-11-13T01:30:00.001+08:00

million thanks to aki. we did the video like 1 am plus. hahaha.

done

2008-11-09T15:11:00.014+08:00

8.11.08

my engagement with my girlfriend, Nafisah aka Dewi,went through smoothly. 2-3 weeks of preparations finally done. thanks to my family, relatives and close buddies, love you all. thousand thanks for the kind help. below are some pics for yesterday's event. more pics will be uploaded on our multiply soon.

both my uncle last minute arguing who should do the talking...hahaha.

the most touching moment. sob sob. hahaha.

phewww...

what she gave me.

yah i know. my man utd lost to arsenal on the day i got engaged.

amo-te muito.
maio nosso relacionamento fica mais forte até o dia vamos nos casar.

first wall

2008-11-07T14:06:00.000+08:00

suddenly armageddon.

samesame

2008-10-31T00:12:00.003+08:00

im no joking

the answer that i received almost everywhere:

"HUH SERIOUS? U JOKING RIGHT?"

two weeks

2008-10-26T17:58:00.003+08:00

the road to the other side of the green is clear.

passed the toll. now its time to accelerate hard on my evo.
008 km/h. 011 km/h. 2008 m/s.

but. dont drink and drive.

blithe

2008-10-20T12:18:00.002+08:00

18. 10. 2008

theres a rainbow growing at the edge of the most cloudy clouds. a level up. power up. planning the next move. sit back and relax. i saw Dewi smiling. her eyes filled with joy. finally.

farewell

2008-10-18T01:40:00.003+08:00

yearbook ends. so is zam and aki. those yearbook days. thanks to them. theyve done alot. they were there. those days when dewi was away. u guys keep the cool. those bunga ingkar, those dangdut, lina geboy, facebook, kop, gunners, artery, scarfs, simpang bedok, and not to forget "baikk".

as for me, for now im not sure whats happening, theres still a great china wall infront and an unbalanced tight rope walk for me to go through. did i put any effort? or simply ignorance? whats happening. i simply dont know who to go to when turmoil strikes. north south east west poles? i want to continue but i hope for the best of you. i'll try my best to do what it takes just to save the seaweed from being deeper into the sea of confusion. just take me as your life jacket and dont forget where you stand.

only mew can reflect things going in my mind.

go and belt it out:

I don't feel alright
In spite of these comforting sounds
You make
I don't feel alright
Because you make promises
That you break
Into your house
Why don't we share our solitude?
Nothing is pure anymore but solitude
It's hard to make sense
Feels as if I'm sensing you
Through a lens
If someone else comes
I'll just sit here listening to the drums
Previously I never called it solitude
And probably you know
All the dirty shows I've put on
Blunted and exhausted like anyone
Honestly I tried to avoid it
Honestly
Back when we were kids
We would always know when to stop
And now all the good kids are
Messing up
Nobody has gained or
Accomplished anything

meaning

2008-10-17T18:41:00.002+08:00

Cold;

1.	having a relatively low temperature; having little or no warmth: cold water; a cold day.

2.	feeling an uncomfortable lack of warmth; chilled: The skaters were cold.

3.	having a temperature lower than the normal temperature of the human body: cold hands.

4.	lacking in passion, emotion, enthusiasm, ardor, etc.; dispassionate: cold reason.

5.	not affectionate, cordial, or friendly; unresponsive: a cold reply; a cold reception.

6.	lacking sensual desire: She remained cold to his advances.

7.	failing to excite feeling or interest: the cold precision of his prose.

8.	unexcitable; imperturbable: cold impassivity.

9.	depressing; dispiriting: the cold atmosphere of a hospital waiting room.

10.	unconscious because of a severe blow, shock, etc.: I knocked him cold with an uppercut.

11.	lacking the warmth of life; lifeless: When the doctor arrived, the body was already cold.

12.	faint; weak: The dogs lost the cold scent.

13.	(in games) distant from the object of search or the correct answer.

14.	Slang. (in sports and games) not scoring or winning; ineffective: Cold shooting and poor rebounding were their undoing.

15.

Art.

a.	having cool colors, esp. muted tones tending toward grayish blue.

b.	being a cool color.

16.	slow to absorb heat, as a soil containing a large amount of clay and hence retentive of moisture.

17.	Metalworking. noting or pertaining to any process involving plastic deformation of a metal at a temperature below that at which recrystallization can occur because of the strain: cold working.

fatigue

2008-10-12T02:49:00.004+08:00

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i need to sleep badly.

ignored

2008-10-05T21:50:00.003+08:00

being ditched is painful.

last minute. its pain when you really need the white dove to keep you company.
whilst in midst of stress. thanks for the concern.

through the lens of green eyes. think. it gives the deepest thoughts.think again. its wrong. it makes me green with envy. spare a thought.

wo bist du? wenn ich Sie am meisten?

back

2008-10-02T18:46:00.001+08:00

Shes back. Shes back. Shes walking down the street. Shes in town. Shes back.

SHRAMZDB

2008-10-01T01:53:00.001+08:00

A VERY SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL!

my own song of the week

2008-09-25T20:38:00.001+08:00

Torn (Mime)
By: David Armand + Natalie Imbruglia

i find it awesome.

escape to Taha’a Island

2008-09-23T22:07:00.008+08:00

a 35 minutes boat ride from Bora Bora. the perfect gateway for me to escape from Singapore. especially the last picture. mini-heaven. peace no war i like. sea clouds plants chimering around and time slows down. no kiasu people. no cars no bikes no sbs no mrt no taxi no rush can take my time .FUCKING BEAUTIFULLL.

yesnoyesnoyesno

2008-09-23T00:54:00.004+08:00

Honda Civic ESI 1998

sudden urge. yesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesno
yesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyes
yesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyes
yesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyes
yesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyesnoyes

shit

2008-09-21T23:15:00.000+08:00

shit. man utd draw again. we were leading by courtesy of Park. shit lah chelsea.

atlanticoceandeep

2008-09-21T14:16:00.005+08:00

finally watched AAC. must stand by tissue for kalimurti. was working with the team, Zam & Aki, followed by supper at simpang Bedok followed by a lucky win for Arsenal. and from nowhere Aki was seen with his Arsenal scarf. wtf!

But the highlight of the day was AAC. how lucky and fictitious of Fahri. to have 2 beauuuuttiiiiiffuuuuulllllll wives. lucky bugger. but the movie left me with this deeeeep deeeep thoughts. cannot tell. hahahahahaha.

rgsaku

2008-09-20T02:19:00.003+08:00

Now when you work it out I'm worse than you
Yeah when you work it out, I want it too
Now when you work out where to draw the line
Your guess is as good as mine...

Where do we go, nobody knows
Don't ever say you're on your way down, when..
God gave you style and gave you grace
And put a smile upon your face

my own song of the week

2008-09-18T23:56:00.001+08:00

Rapuh
By: Padi

luminousflowers

2008-09-17T01:42:00.003+08:00

-lips are turning blue a kiss that cant renew i only dream of you my beautiful-

shramzdb

2008-09-16T00:00:00.004+08:00

2 weeks to her return. 4 weeks to my yearbook project deadline. 2 weeks to hari raya. 1 week to my flight to Johannesburg. 3 days to finally get my Mitsubishi Evo. pack month. lots of things to be done. just came back from office. my neck suddenly pain like shit. and i still continue typing with my left hand. my right hand is rubbing my neck. i see the time is 12:03 a.m. and i am fed ex why CTE must have ERP gantry that ends at 10:30 pm. why?

now im feeling lethargic and in need of sleep. im sleeping already but my hands are still typing. awak....2 weeks and counting.

as you can see

2008-09-14T03:02:00.001+08:00

anyways. gd morning. insomniac brain.

relax peace and colourful

2008-09-13T23:00:00.002+08:00

Linnea Jönsson again and again

Slow down, please, slow down
I need to find peace anywhere in me
I feel like I'm under water, struggling to get air
I feel like I'm lost in this body, trying to get inside my head

I wanna know what im thinking what I'm feelin
What I want my life to be
I wanna know how I plan to make things easier
For everyone but me

Tell me, please, tell me
What to do know, now that I know myself
Do you really think I could relie on this new person I have become
Do you really think I give a damn now that I can do whatever I want

registered copyright

2008-09-13T11:41:00.002+08:00

flips away on a walk
without the herds
traffic lights beam the night
four legs plus two legs
singing to the common tunes
standard timing i refuse

mark it with an x
wisely anticipate
27 hours of conversations
28 minutes of interference
highlighting the bar codes
journal grammar bewildered

for same reason
page seven verse seven
i knew it

my own song of the week

2008-09-11T20:26:00.003+08:00

Once again they conquered my week.

Hitten (Live)
By: Those Dancing Days.

and oh! as usual...my Linnea Jönsson looks prepossessing.

press play

2008-09-10T20:50:00.003+08:00

the guy on the left above beside Bunga Citra Lestari.....HE LOOKS LIKE ME!.........
from behind ar...

OMG! and my friends testified it! at the end of the clip, Bunga actually chooses that guy, i can feel the splatter on my face! this is a huge discovery! Im Syafiq, from Channel News Asia reporting from Tanjong Pagar.

it's a pleasure

2008-09-07T23:56:00.002+08:00

yesterday, after so many months. finally gathered. there was everyone, me, luqman,azari,achak,nizam,firdaus,farhan and police-bound budi. break fast at beach road. what a drama when travelling made easy as 3 of them brought along their cars. and most of us has got driving license. its just a funny feeling when 3-4 years back in nafa we were all MRTians.

followed by kampong glam cafe afterwards, and a m eats m scene there. wtf! wats e diff of people smoking inside the eating place and smoking just outside the cafe. i mean its jus merely standing up and move 15 cm to smoke? sometimes rules are totally ridiculous and nonsense. have you ever heard of people driving crashing into trees just because they smoke a lot?

nah, they usually drink. so wats the deal of discriminating smokers? yellow box? hahah..wtf! as if the molecules of the smoke will not travel into the people who are non-smokers. what a lesson to learn.

next meet. probably a hari raya visit. dun forget your shoesss. and please a message to all. "DONT SMOKE OUTSIDE THE YELLOW BOX. AND DONT SMOKE CONTRABAND CIGGIES." a message brought to you by "abang2 fierce of arab street"

my own song of the week

2008-09-04T21:41:00.002+08:00

finally So7 are back with a new album. "Menentukan Arah"
Anyways its day 8.

Betapa
By: Sheila on 7

day 3

2008-08-29T22:49:00.004+08:00

was happy to receive emails from Naf around 6 pm jus now. shes staying in a homestay with a nurse for the moment. she'll be at the student's hostel on monday.

end of the day. sleep. tomorrow's a new day. will meet up with
the "Kugiran" for some stress release session in the afternoon.

Naf, ich vermisse dich.

my own song of the week

2008-08-28T22:46:00.002+08:00

this week goes to Naf. hope you're reading.
take care. ich vermisse dich

Munajat Cinta
By: The Rock feat Ahmad Dhani

day 1

2008-08-28T04:05:00.005+08:00

ich vermisse dich

sent off naf to germany. she looks happy. hopefully she'll find peace there after going through a lot of commotion. gonna miss her for this month. thanks to imran n has for keeping me company at changi village and let me tell stories from duxton to my chatline experiences.

30 days to go.

kangen

2008-08-26T00:18:00.002+08:00

2 more days.

mystifying the electronics between.

thanks for the vcd

2008-08-24T23:16:00.003+08:00

Ada Apa Dengan Cinta?

best movie ever. thanks to Dewi for the vcd. year 2002.

naive

2008-08-24T11:03:00.003+08:00

took last week. supreme court. F1 in Singapore. what a joke.

those euphoric
those dissapointment
swept away
all the time

not responsible
yet naive
conflict causes
right between

hope it concludes

my own song of the week

2008-08-21T23:40:00.000+08:00

for aku.

Comforting Sounds
By: Mew

bombarded

2008-08-20T19:39:00.002+08:00

its dark outside
went to a wrong way
should have brought matches
the slightest
raging fires
not so clear enough for it

its killing me
days months years
should have heed the call
no tuning to another station
zero frequency

high on a trampoline
nothing to balance
fall down dont die
chagrined thoughts of tomorrow
its just another grim day

my own song of the week

2008-08-14T23:07:00.000+08:00

this week everything rush2..
last saturday was working from 10 30 am till 5 30 am the next morning.
plus yesterday Dewi was so lucky got to watch Sheila on 7 on Sensasi channel twice. Lucky you!

melompat lebih tinggi
by: Sheila on 7

wanted

2008-08-13T23:14:00.002+08:00

temporary graphic designer wanted. skills in photoshop, illustrator and preferably indesign. duration 1 months ++. no need experience.

email me at syafiq@red-dot.sg for further details.

my own song of the week

2008-08-07T22:30:00.002+08:00

stayed in office till 9 10 pm. was raining the moment I reached AYE Clementi Ave 6.
singing while riding in the rain. so cold yet so warm.

why does it always rain on me
By: Travis

sepetang

2008-08-02T23:27:00.004+08:00

sim lim sq + chewy junior + chinatown walk + red dot design museum
gave a miss for songfest. been a long time since i took 190 from chinatown to home. thanks dewi. hope you like the webcam.

sunflower

those shoes

sombre

melancholy