blah blah blah

twothousandt10n

invinsible injury

in life if you dont look forward to anything.
that means theres something wrong with u.

i am right now.

waste in a hay

maybe

future looks bright. 10 out of 10.

of OF

OVER & REFRESH PLEASE.

and dont forget to press rewind >>

pull in pull in

hey
push and pull
exit the room
a minute
a night
strangling yourself
mouse and keyboard
juxtaposition
cry without tissue
laugh without jokes
remote controlled

all i need is a pen and paper.

question mark

?

auto-servicio

thanks to Sep, Ber, Vem.














too fucking depress.sad.confused.wrenched. to write.
i want you so.

citizen calculator

have you?

ever? came across?

a backstabber?

who will stab from the front?

ok bye.


to dewi. if i can hug your facebook. i will do it.
same goes to your friendster.

to my friend. dont worry i will do my best to have you working nearby.

to those stomp contributors who secretly
take videos or pictures of people.
please get up and knock your head on the wall.
do it like 7 times and then go out and get a life. don't be a voyeur.
government wont give you credits/$$$ for your busybody efforts.
again go get a life.

not good morning

my mind's boggling. dont know what. dont know dont care.

told you. you're just blind!

told you before.

oh come on.

shit.

you're just like a bat. ding dang through the hollow caves.

echoing what other bats keep on their ultrasound moves.

fuckatastic?

yeah, because you cant open your eyes? well you have two eyes.

oh yeah. and if you're still blind. go purchase a fuckatastic magnifying glass. 

you stupeed morrroonns!

X

its not the life i wanted in 2009.

chain breaking

what a fine 2nd September day.

early in the morning, mr Honda broke off his chain, and i have to stop at the road shoulder of the AYE expressway. saw my spocket, empty without any parts of the chain, maybe it snapped and fell off the road. i can feel my pocket burning $$$ to fix a new chain and replace the spocket. coz its time but it just happen at a time when i need to save more $$$. called the tow truck, and i was stranded under the Gillman flyover, waiting for kind spirits (actually hoping for pweety ladies) to actually give me a lift to the nearest exit for me to hail a cab or something. but to no avail.

climbed the steep hill with faith that the opp side is the main road. it really helps when ur climbing esp steep steep hills with one hand carrying helmet and the other a Sony Ericsson phone. nearly fell off. hahaha. got to the top, it was kinda high hmmm..and way down was even steeper decorated with rocky rocks and completed with the rail track. 50-50. decided to turn back and go down. and this time i was intelligent, i keep my phone in my pocket and wear my helmet, in case i fell off at least my brains will still be intact.

reached down. hot. perspiring. fasting.soil stained hands and shoes. i walked all the way looking for an exit. alas i reached Jln Kilang Barat. i storm in the thin jungle ahah, few people who were smoking were caught by surprise as they saw a somehow queer looking guy with soil stains on his black sweater wearing the hood, clad with a full face helmet on his arm, suddenly storms in from the expressway's thin jungle. if Michael Scofiled escaped from prison. im now trying to escape from an expressway. ok lame. so i walk to the main road in looking for taxis. weird people giving me weird look. maybe i was dirty with soil stains. but dont they ever watch "Swarm Thing" when they were small?

hailed a cab. an uncle greeted me with good morning. i say Maxwell Road, former traffic police station. "Oh, red dot design museum eh?", eh one of those knowledgable updated GPS cab driver i thought. i told him my prison break climbing hill and nearly fell off and storming in to scare a few corporate school uniform businessmen trying to look cool smoking. and he laughed saying that im a one funny person. reached office and spring cleaning of myself. now im clean and green as per normal.

so i went home from office today by MRT. but all in the end, i managed to go macdonalds for a romantic candlelight dinner. that just made my day. thanks dewi sandra.















oh mr Honda. why now when i need $$$$.

or so he says

reality check between crossroads. a path created meandering towards every section. long way two cars collided after long journeys, sad to see. long way two pigeons, strangers are now flying together to uncertain journey. happy to see. long way two rivers collided creating a fast flow stream for the year 2011. glad to see. long way two melodies united to sync in a hymn to be recorded. joyful tears i see.

traitors they say in a red sea in the grand old lay i see. such a shame. they come they go with money you have given them you idiotics red sea. they eat you five zero. yet you are still creating waves. pure stupidity. come this sunday the traitors will once again create red sea for their homeland but with "i am a traitor! big time" still implanted on their foreheads.

rush hour ahead. once again repeated mode. every year the pattern is quite the same. simultaneously considering every year for bye bye mode. but the world needs papers to go. traffic cameras flashing non stop on plate numbers.

do or die. its within my limits. i dont know when to stop.

for Dewi

D’Masiv – Merindukanmu

saat aku tertawa di atas semua
saat aku menangisi kesedihanku
aku ingin engkau selalu ada
aku ingin engkau aku kenang

selama aku masih bisa bernafas
masih sanggup berjalan
ku kan slalu memujamu

meski ku tak tahu lagi
engkau ada di mana
dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu

saat aku mencoba merubah segalanya
saat aku meratapi kekalahanku
aku ingin engkau selalu ada
aku ingin engkau aku kenang

just call my name & i'll be there

"Just call my name and I'll be there" - Michael Jackson.
(August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009)
he died. but his music still lives on.

wanted

i am on a lookout for these backpacks. if anyone knows,
kindly leave a message at the tagboard. gracias.














1. Matix Rasher backpack

















2. DC Invert backpack



















3. Alpinestar Vader backpack

i admit

the best TV series ever. and i mean it. followed every season of it.
a great but sad ending. the greatest part is how every character evolved and behaved in a different way since season 1 to season 4.

target

am not gay.
just a realistic target to meet in 7 months.

oh kay

things were not going so smoothly this few weeks.
jump here jump there. slow bump ahead. despite that i managed to divert to some of the things which for a minute managed to forget me about certain issues.

1.












this cat regards me as her big brother. i called her Syafiqah. she will come to me and purr when i call her everytime i meet her.

2.












finally i bought the jersey with Messi's name on it. the best player on the planet.

3.












this awesome graphics book at Borders. going to buy it. every section is divided in CMYK colours. start off with Cyan themed graphics and so on.

well everything should be oh kay in a few days/weeks. maybe.

in my head

the wonnnnndeerr girrlss....nooboddy nooboddy nooboddy but you



thanks guys for making me an addict. inside my head. inside my head. inside my head.

James & Andrina's outdoor shots

On a sunny 4 Apr 09. 2.45 pm. Some of the shots below.





































































































































To James & Andrina, thanks for the spontaneous poses & laughter despite the tight timeline.

Credits to Dewi and Shikin for the help. More pictures here.

it says all

fullstop.

3hree of us

2 of us will sit on the stairs














1 of us will sit near the window

wherever you guys are. the short September -
October months together.
all those funny nights and days. thanks for the memories.

the attack of the ninja briefs

show them the way if they ask you. protecting your neighbourhood is their priority.

yeah yeah yeah

awesome!

to Faliq

Sahabat sejatiku hilangkah dari ingatanmu
Di hari kita saling berbagi
Dengan kotak sejuta mimpi aku datang menghampirimu
Kuperlihatkan semua hartaku
Kita slalu berpendapat kita ini yang terhebat
Kesombongan di masa muda yang indah
Aku raja kau pun raja
Aku hitam kau pun hitam
Arti teman lebih dari sekedar materi

Pegang pundak ku jangan pernah lepaskan
Bila kau mulai lelah ...
Lelah dan tak bersinar
Remas sayapku jangan pernah lepaskan
Bila ku ingin terbang ..
Terbang meninggalkanmu

Ku slalu membanggakanmu
Kau pun slalu menyanjungku
Aku dan kamu darah abadi
Demi bermain bersama kita duakan segalanya
Merdeka kita .. kita merdekaa

Tak pernah kita pikirkan ujung perjalanan ini
Tak pernah kita pikirkan ujung perjalanan ini
Dan tak usah kita pikirkan akhir perjalanan ini

the palace

it has been 3 straight birthday celebration for me being celebrated at this Gurkha Palace restaurant. its now like a tradition for the red dot family to give me a birthday treat there. yesterday was no exception. hahaha. i really like the food there. thanks.

prominent

Mr.Obama by "Fqed"

Lil Na'imah's

ceremony shots that i did for my friend, Zali & Dana
for their Lil Na'imah's ceremony.
on a sunny beautiful day of 14 March 2009.
thanks to Zali & Dana for the great accomodation.






proud parents of Nur Na'imah















more pics can be viewed here.

coldturkey

this soyamilk is my new found drug. tried and
i am now addicted to it.




while helping to clean up my dear granpa's cupboard. i stumbled upon this old PAP membership card in the 70's era. super old skool. i love my grandpa's glasses. uber cool. those were the days. how i wish i was born in the 70's.

moonlighting

my first few attempts in taking the moon's pic using my 70-300mm zoom lens. took it on tuesday night from my room.

a good one

fqin good movie one of the best i've watched