samesame

im no joking

the answer that i received almost everywhere:

"HUH SERIOUS? U JOKING RIGHT?"

two weeks

the road to the other side of the green is clear.

passed the toll. now its time to accelerate hard on my evo.
008 km/h. 011 km/h. 2008 m/s.

but. dont drink and drive.

blithe

18. 10. 2008

theres a rainbow growing at the edge of the most cloudy clouds. a level up. power up. planning the next move. sit back and relax. i saw Dewi smiling. her eyes filled with joy. finally.

farewell

yearbook ends. so is zam and aki. those yearbook days. thanks to them. theyve done alot. they were there. those days when dewi was away. u guys keep the cool. those bunga ingkar, those dangdut, lina geboy, facebook, kop, gunners, artery, scarfs, simpang bedok, and not to forget "baikk".

as for me, for now im not sure whats happening, theres still a great china wall infront and an unbalanced tight rope walk for me to go through. did i put any effort? or simply ignorance? whats happening. i simply dont know who to go to when turmoil strikes. north south east west poles? i want to continue but i hope for the best of you. i'll try my best to do what it takes just to save the seaweed from being deeper into the sea of confusion. just take me as your life jacket and dont forget where you stand.

only mew can reflect things going in my mind.

go and belt it out:

I don't feel alright
In spite of these comforting sounds
You make
I don't feel alright
Because you make promises
That you break
Into your house
Why don't we share our solitude?
Nothing is pure anymore but solitude
It's hard to make sense
Feels as if I'm sensing you
Through a lens
If someone else comes
I'll just sit here listening to the drums
Previously I never called it solitude
And probably you know
All the dirty shows I've put on
Blunted and exhausted like anyone
Honestly I tried to avoid it
Honestly
Back when we were kids
We would always know when to stop
And now all the good kids are
Messing up
Nobody has gained or
Accomplished anything

meaning

Cold;

1.	having a relatively low temperature; having little or no warmth: cold water; a cold day.

2.	feeling an uncomfortable lack of warmth; chilled: The skaters were cold.

3.	having a temperature lower than the normal temperature of the human body: cold hands.

4.	lacking in passion, emotion, enthusiasm, ardor, etc.; dispassionate: cold reason.

5.	not affectionate, cordial, or friendly; unresponsive: a cold reply; a cold reception.

6.	lacking sensual desire: She remained cold to his advances.

7.	failing to excite feeling or interest: the cold precision of his prose.

8.	unexcitable; imperturbable: cold impassivity.

9.	depressing; dispiriting: the cold atmosphere of a hospital waiting room.

10.	unconscious because of a severe blow, shock, etc.: I knocked him cold with an uppercut.

11.	lacking the warmth of life; lifeless: When the doctor arrived, the body was already cold.

12.	faint; weak: The dogs lost the cold scent.

13.	(in games) distant from the object of search or the correct answer.

14.	Slang. (in sports and games) not scoring or winning; ineffective: Cold shooting and poor rebounding were their undoing.

15.	Art. a. having cool colors, esp. muted tones tending toward grayish blue. b. being a cool color.

16.	slow to absorb heat, as a soil containing a large amount of clay and hence retentive of moisture.

17.	Metalworking. noting or pertaining to any process involving plastic deformation of a metal at a temperature below that at which recrystallization can occur because of the strain: cold working.

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i need to sleep badly.

ignored

being ditched is painful.

last minute. its pain when you really need the white dove to keep you company.
whilst in midst of stress. thanks for the concern.

through the lens of green eyes. think. it gives the deepest thoughts.think again. its wrong. it makes me green with envy. spare a thought.

wo bist du? wenn ich Sie am meisten?

back

Shes back. Shes back. Shes walking down the street. Shes in town. Shes back.

SHRAMZDB

A VERY SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL!