over

a day with her versus black lover.

sad. history made. i just want to get over and done with. 

no brains eh? no common sense?

blah blah blah. over.

salad days

those songs were not for me. its poignant of me.
how long will I?



have to eat salad.

not intel

something is just not right nowadays. the root is from me. somethings wrong with my processor inside. i need you. dont be angry. please, we can fix this. u and me against the world. lets eat the apple and drop down to the floor. again you and me. doing those things that we used to do. we just need time. i promise. i'm sorry if i ever make u down.

i'll be good. i'll promise again.
i'm just too self centered sometimes.  

thats the weakest rabak in me.

down

few months left. neither right or left is going the correct path. i just dont feel i have it for what it takes.

so what? i fucking hate it. on why is it going to be so soon. the commotions surrounding even when i'm typing this. 

o god keep me strong. for later on...

asking

should i?

true

angau for Jakarta

the best place ever. unreal. a week feels a year.
ohh Jakarta/Bandung.
i'll be back soon....